for Roswitha Kempf
in memoriam
Lucidity
hallucinates
All great
things are
difficult
and rare. — Spinoza
SPEECHWebWeb, not
magic but
weapon, trap
web, not
dead but
sensitive, living
web, not
virgin but
intensely
pregnant:
in its
center
the spider waits
SpeechI speak of woodland
birds of suns
that are not put out
by inanimobile
stones
by live
blood by stars
that do not cease.
I speak of what impedes
sleep.
Thingsmixed
at random:
the end the infinite
the very
the hour and its
arrow
the limit and the after
the target
the just so and the overly
as well
— beauty and its
beyond.
ExemplarsPlato
fixing forms
Heraclitus
culturing fire
Socrates
loyal to his Daemon.
PrimerFrom poetry,
this first
lesson:
“a arara morreu
na
aroeira”
[
the macaw died / in the / pepper tree]
MaeiuticsTo generate is dark
slow
form un
formed
to generate is
silent
firm
force
to generate is
opaque
work:
only birth
screams.
JohnI
Of clay
the worker
and the house
(of clay
the name
and the work).
II
The worker-bird
rises early:
to construct its
house
to construct its
song
to win — to construct —
the day.
III
Bird makes
work and
work
makes bird.
IV
Hard
impure
labor: to construct one’s self.
V
The song is before
the bird
the house is before
the clay
the name is before
life
or C.D.A.I
The ox is alone. The ox is
alone. The
ox.
II
What a century, my God!, said
the rats.
III
I missed the bus
(and lost all hope), therefore
I guarantee
a flower bloomed.
IV
Oops, Carlos: I think
I wrote a poem!
ProverbI
A bird is worth
more
settled in
hand
than the flight
of the bird past
its blood.
II
The woodland
song is worth
more than the vivid
white silence
past human
blood.
III
Open light is
worth more
than austere
primeval night beyond
blood.
IV
Bird is
worth more
blood is worth
more.
AXIOMSAxiomsAlways better
to know
than not know.
Always better
to suffer
than not suffer.
Always better
to undo
than weave.
Without hand
stone
won’t wake
without tongue
song
won’t rise
without eye
sun
won’t exist.
FlightTo have
wings
is to not have
brain
to have
brain
is to not have
wings.
Newton (or Gravity)I
The apple
falls
and stars
dance.
II
Abyss attracts
abyss: I fall
into
me.
SunSun,
unconscious
Sun,
its black pith
Sun
aureoled by light
KairosWhen bird
alights
when mirror
wakes
when hour
ripens.
LetterFrom
life
expect no reply.
On the Only Hand— it’s prohibited
to turn back
and weep.
PoliceGuilty
or
complicit
we never have
an alibi:
perforce, we’re
here.
Hamlet more philosophies
than things!
THE ANTI-BIRDThe Anti-BirdA bird
its nest is stone
its cry
gray metal
its eye
aches in space.
A bird
weighs
and hunts
amid garbage
and boredom.
A bird
resists the
skies. And perdures.
In spite of.
Facts...facts
are hard stones.
There’s nothing like fleeing.
Facts are words
spoken by the world.
(Extracted from “A hora da Estrela” by Clarice Lispector)
NakednessNakedness
Dense
body bitterly
impure.
Nakedness.
Fever
inchoate
totality.
Naked to
the core
the cry the garbage
the ignoble.
Naked
to the bone
to the impossible
truth
To eat
wine
to drink
bread
in this light (natural?) of
unreason.
Fortune TellerWhat’s impalpable
but weighs
what’s faceless
but
wounds
what’s invisible
but
aches.
MemoryScar, maybe
not indelible
blood
now
stigma.
To SeeTo see
the back
of the sun the
womb
of chaos the
bones.
To see. To see one’s self.
To say nothing.
Of PowerTeeth: positive.
they grasp
their prey
incisive
they cut
Teeth: decisive.
Eros IILove doesn’t
see
Love doesn’t
hear
Love doesn’t
act
Love does
not.
TheologyI’m not a god, Thank all
the Gods!
I’m live meat and
salt. I can die.
COCK (nocturnes)CockThe cock crows and
night
deepens
into full mid
night: the cock
is black.
Abyssal cock — invisible cock
crows
and everything quiets more. In the
void
alone — opaque — per
sists
the black
cock.
CatsI
Secret
cats
leap
rise up in
to abstract silence.
II
Cats
flow in
black: phosphoresce
scratch windows havok on
specters
sniff out every
rustle.
IV
In sleep
less vacuum in lucid
midnight
caution: cats
acting up.
In a secret
hour
waters
sleep
(deterred rivers
inert springs
introverted ocean)
in an im
possible hour
flux
ceases
and this is the
star: crystallized
love.
FlowersFlowers —
black on black —
unexampled
opaque
flowers (no
stars at all).
They’ll never
know they’re
flowers.
NocturnesI
To surpass the
face: black
love
constellatedly
alive.
II
To choose your
void. To be dissolved.
To take shelter in the abyss.
III
And the mirror
anulled: this is
the infinite.
NightTo hide (to forget)
the face
to inter (to occult)
the light
to darken
love to
sleep.
To watch over
what is born.
PrayerLady
of beasts
and spheres
Lady
of blood
and abyss
Lady
of shriek
and anguish
Lady
nocturnal
eternal
— hear us!
FIGURESNuncMidday crystal
acid
midday shadow
less love.
CircleThe circle
is cunning:
curls into its
own envelopment
autophagically.
The
explodes
— galaxies! —
opens
itself
pulses
self-multiplies
divinitycircle
perplexed
(perverse?)
unicircle
devouring
all.
StarStar sterile
splendor
selvatic
solitude
useless star
impetus
energy
chaste abso
lute love
star star liquid
dementia
hard star pure
explosion,
MetalsMetals are born from earth’s
deaf patience are founded in
silence
The metals grow
ferociously
(vibrant crystals
couple).
The metals pulse
cruelly
never sleep or
dream —
meditants.
The metals
deeply
intertwine
metals chant in
time’s
core.
DoveCoos lust
disturbed
skies
gray
wings
ash Aphrodite
(love
exact blindness).
The GoddessesEosbitch:
freest
unpetaled
and eternal.
AthenaInvisible
web
of
wind
of light
of
mist?
live
web
sign and
watchword
mind unites all
things.
JewelGem’s
blithe
shine
crystal’s concise
light: order
alive.
AmethystViolet
sign
violet
threshold
violet sur
passage.
DesiresA cat
and a happy
sunflower.
A nameless nakedness.
An immaculate
wine.
CocoonCocoon:
hidden
work
sleep’s
work
silk:
work
future
butterfly.
Sleep:
work
meta
morphosis’s
ardent weft.
Narcissus (Games)Everything
happens in the
mirror.
=
Spring
empties into very
spring.
=
I read
my hand:
my only
book.
=
A god
I eye
eye
to
eye.
=
Life has us: we have nothing else.
=
Light is
in us: we illumine.
=
The adventure
— the
venture —
to flow
forever.
=
Never to love
what doesn’t
vibrate
never to believe
in what doesn’t
sing.
=
We see by mirror
and riddle
(but can there be another
way to see?)
=
The mirror dissolves
time
the mirror deepens
the riddle
the mirror devours
the face.
VESPER (finals)GameAs the tunica is one
alone,
dice roll
on green.
As the tunica is
unique,
dice
are necessary.
Six white faces and the
signs
that will decide
possession:
a movement, a
risk,
and the decision
imprinted
on green
The tunica
will remain
intact.
TableclothWhite cloth.
Integrally white.
(Material but
suspended
in whiteness).
White
that forms give birth to... ah,
so white a
veil
to receive the blood
of all
things.
DoorThe stranger
knocks:
in the inner amplitude
there is no reply.
It’s the stranger (the brother) who knocks
but there will never be
a reply:
welcome’s country
is far to go.
LullabyTo hear a
bird
is it now or
never
is it
childhood or
pure
moment?
To hear a
bird
is
always
(aches deep in
thought).
FishingI
Riverbank silence
of fishes
riverside not even
waiting.
II
The water doesn’t cease
and the river
never passes.
III
Riverside
lucidity
the
stone
and stone is
stone: it doesn’t germinate.
It’s enough for itself.
Natal LandscapeI
Blue distant theory of
mountains.
II
Archaic mountains, belly
of a perfect Sun
of an infinite
Moon
and the winds of August, the
mist
eliding mountains
suns and
all.
III
This star...
Mists
Not a murmur.
Nothing.
We pass (and the Sun
withers).
There will never be a return.
BalladAngels are
free.
We can suffer
we can live
the sole
occurence
— angels are
free —
we can die
innocently
— and angels are
even
free of innocence.
ApocalypseA star
attracts
the light
a star
sucks up
the rest of the
rest, silence
elides the gods, im
plodes
ends dies
most
finally.
AngelI
An angel
is fire:
it is consumed.
An angel
is gaze:
it introverts.
II
An angel
is crystal:
it dissolves.
An angel
is light
and is put out.
VesperThe evening star is
ripe
and without any perfume.
The evening star is
barren
and most high:
after her is
only silence.
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First posted by Berkeley Neo-Baroque Gang of One, 3.16.2006
Under continuous revision
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